Since you've been gone

[Liam Shin]

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 25 2017, 12:35 PM
Hey
SHIMIZU SUSUMU




Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 25 2017, 12:40 PM
Hey.

How are you doing?

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 25 2017, 12:44 PM
Good, well great actually.

I got a job  http://files.b1.jcink.com/html/emoticons/biggrin.gif

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 25 2017, 01:45 PM
Doing what?

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 25 2017, 01:59 PM
I am working at a used bookstore off of Riverdale and 30th. they are called Shelves

The owner is super chill and helping me.

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 25 2017, 02:26 PM
Never thought I'd see the day.

How have you been?

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 25 2017, 03:11 PM
I've been really good. I was just thinking about you and thought maybe we could get some coffee and talk.

The way things ended were pretty bad on my part.

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 25 2017, 08:56 PM
I could have been more

understanding.

Where do you want to meet up?

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 25 2017, 09:32 PM
I'm not sure, Um I work all week and I have a curfew so I have to be home at 7

But whenever you are free maybe you can stop in and we can talk while I work?

Just a thought, I don't want to be out past my curfew and I get off at 6

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 25 2017, 09:57 PM
A curfew, huh? Sounds like you've really been cleaning up.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 25 2017, 10:22 PM
Sounds crazy right?

I feel like a new person

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 08:23 AM
That's good. It's good to hear.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 08:42 AM
You don't seem to thrilled with any of this.

I mean it is my fault I shouldn't be mad or upset with you it should be the other way around.

Like I said before I was just thinking of you. If it is causing you pain I will stop and leave you alone.

I am sorry

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 09:07 AM
No, no. It's good. I'm glad you're finally finding yourself.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 10:43 AM
Me too it's like I was lost in myself. I can think clearly now.

Sounds crazy me being in at 7 and in bed at 9.

I know this is just the beginning and there are many struggles ahead.

I guess I just wanted to let you know how I was going and to know what's new with you.

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 11:09 AM
There's not much new with me. I know it's been three months and you've changed so much since then but I

Well I'm not on the up and up as you know.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 11:42 AM
I wish I cold help but I am sure dealing drugs might get me using again.

It's not like I wanted it to be like this.

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 01:03 PM
It's fine. It's been three months. I've found somebody

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 01:12 PM
As long as your happy, I am sure they treat you better than I ever could

I'm single, something about needed to focus on me tp recover

It's been working out


Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 01:22 PM
Not a relationship. A partner.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 01:29 PM
Oh haha dont i feel dumb

Sorry argh it is none of my business either way

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 02:08 PM
I was probably holding you back anyway...

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 02:16 PM
You were the only holding me together at the time.

If anyone is better off it's you, not having to deal with, what ever that was I was going through.

I've thought about you a lot Susumu

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 03:19 PM
I'm sure you have,

But

you should stay as far from me as possible.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 04:17 PM
Why Susu, why should I stay away from you?

I need to see you

I miss you

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 04:38 PM
You're doing much better without me.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 26 2017, 04:54 PM
and how do you know this?

Can we meet up?

Please, Susu.

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 26 2017, 07:07 PM
You told me yourself.

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 27 2017, 01:21 PM
I have so much to say to you

Can we please meet up?

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 27 2017, 01:31 PM
Is that really a good idea?

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 27 2017, 02:00 PM
If you don't think so I guess it's not a good idea.

It's just I can see things clearly now and just wanted to talk

Posted by: SHIMIZU SUSUMU Jun 27 2017, 02:01 PM
Is it something you can't say to me now?

Posted by: LIAM SHIN Jun 27 2017, 02:07 PM
I could but I rather in person