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    Alva Ren

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#180
Dec 10, 2017, 01:15 PM
It's not the end of the world, I know...

It just feels like it...

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#181
Dec 10, 2017, 01:24 PM
It takes time to sort out the chaos in your head. It's better not to ignore it or try to drown it out, though. Otherwise, those feelings will just come back worse in the morning.

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#182
Dec 10, 2017, 01:29 PM
So I should accept it?

Just
Make peace with the fact that it happened?

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#183
Dec 10, 2017, 02:23 PM
I know it sounds trite.
Have you
talked to him about it?

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#184
Dec 10, 2017, 02:25 PM
No, no! I'm grateful for any advice you can give. Really.

I tried
He just made excuses. He was drunk and angry. He thought I didn't trust him and was shielding you.

He wouldn't even admit that there was something between him and his friend. I don't think he's ready to talk about it at all.

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#185
Dec 10, 2017, 02:27 PM
Excuses...

Sounds familiar.

He's not. Maybe some time in the future but if he can't admit what's really going on, then neither of you will get anything out of it.

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#186
Dec 10, 2017, 02:32 PM
I don't think we'll ever get around to it, to be honest. He's good at dodging important conversations.

Maybe I'll just have to work through it on my own.
I just don't know if I can ever trust him enough to be with him again

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#187
Dec 10, 2017, 02:34 PM
That's what I think too. You're strong enough to get through it. I know you loved him but it's not worth the heartache to trust somebody who's already hurt you.

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#188
Dec 10, 2017, 02:38 PM
But I still love him...

I just wish he loved me enough to try harder to
Not sleep with Josh.

Yeah. I'll just get hurt again, if something else happens.
Thank you for the advice, Susu. :) You don't know how much it helps to have somebody to talk to about it.

I told my cousin but he's sort of in a crazy on-again, off-again thing sooo... not the best person to go to for advice. Lol

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#189
Dec 10, 2017, 02:45 PM
Don't worry about it. I'm just trying to make sure you're all right.
You scared me for a minute there.

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#190
Dec 10, 2017, 02:48 PM
A whole full minute?!

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#191
Dec 10, 2017, 02:52 PM
Maybe more.

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#192
Dec 10, 2017, 03:02 PM
I'm so sorry
I'm really, really sorry I worried you so much

And I hope this doesn't come across the wrong way, but I'm also glad you care about me that much

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#193
Dec 10, 2017, 03:07 PM
How could it come across any "wrong" way? I'm sure nothing is as bad as it feels in your head. :(

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#194
Dec 10, 2017, 03:09 PM
Well I'm not explaining it if you didn't think it was bad! *fox logic*
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