Nothing to lose

[Liam Shin]

Well i have been talking to a few guys but nothing to serious. You sure i can't just come home with you?

[Shimizu Susumu]

Things are complicated right now, Liam. I literally cursed an innocent person the other day.

[Liam Shin]

Guess i deserved mine...

[Shimizu Susumu]

...you know what I mean. It was an accident.

I'll reverse yours if you stop being suicidal.

[Liam Shin]

Do you mean it?
I can pretend to be better then end it all for good. He'll never take me back

[Shimizu Susumu]

Of course. I'm not doing it to torment you.

[Liam Shin]

Sometimes I can't help but think you get enjoyment out of my suffering

But I know it's just because you love me, and I thank you for that.

[Shimizu Susumu]

I do love you, Li. But I'm not in love with you anymore. You understand that, right?

[Liam Shin]

His eyes begin to tear up, his heart ached reading this text.

Yea, I know it Susu. We talked about this in the hospital

[Shimizu Susumu]

What are you looking for?

[Liam Shin]

Looking for? what are any of us looking for? I am so tired of being tired

[Shimizu Susumu]

Do you want me to direct you to the witch who erases memories? Do you think living in ignorance would even help?

[Liam Shin]

What I want I will never have, I lost it and there is no way to get it back, you and I will never be

[Shimizu Susumu]

Liam. You have to stop.

[Liam Shin]

I'm sorry I just can't turn my feelings off is all