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Not a lotta time left

Started by Aaron Clayton, Feb 02, 2020, 03:32 PM

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It's not your fault I'm still in love with you.

It's my fault
I'm in love with you
And I kissed you even though I knew you had a boyfriend

I feel like a scumbag

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And I wanted it.
I still want it.

It's
Why is everything so goddamn complicated, Aaron?

Is living here all that's keeping us apart, Judah?

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I don't know
I'm starting to think
I've just been making excuses all this time.

He said something to me
About love being more important than some place I live
And I mean
He's right.

What am I doing?

What do you mean by excuses?
Excuses not to stay? Or excuses not to
Be with me?

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We were together for so long
Maybe I was afraid I was missing out on something.
But I just ended up missing you.

God Aaron. You don't know how many times I wanted to give up and come back
But I was
Ashamed
Embarrassed.

I didn't want to be wrong.

Oh so you just
Wanted to see what else was out there?

I
I would've
I mean if you'd said something...

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Don't take it the wrong way!
Please...
I just
What?
Would've what?

No I'm not taking it any way
I get that we were together for a long time

I would've
I would rather you be here dating other people than
In New York dating other people

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Because
I love you

And I believe in us, no matter who comes and goes in our lives

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/he crying in the club



Me too.

I miss you so much it physically hurts.
I really thought I was moving on.
But that's easy to convince yourself when everything else is different, too.

(WHY HE IN A CLUB??)

But you haven't moved on
And
You wanted to come home?
Do you still want to come back?

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(It's a meme. LMAO He's not at an actual club.)


I
I do.
I really do.