Back in your head

[Aldon Huang]

NO
YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY THE BELLY RUBS

THAT'S A VIOLATION OF MY RIGHTS

[Ryland Ren]

NO, because it's a violation of MY rights if my private pictures are being peeped at by the wrong people!

[Aldon Huang]

Do YOU want ME to DELETE THEM??

[Ryland Ren]

DO YOU?

[Aldon Huang]

NO
But I can't guarantee forever that I won't make a mistake!!

I can't tell you I'd NEVER EVER slip up!
I can only promise to be as careful as is humanly
Aldonly
Possible

[Ryland Ren]

Nobody can guarantee that!
I don't know what else to say about it, Aldon.

[Aldon Huang]

I know, just
go easy on me

:(

[Ryland Ren]

This IS going easy on you.

[Aldon Huang]

:(

Would you take it easier on me if
I gave you a hug?

[Ryland Ren]

Probably not.
I can't stop thinking you're comparing us.
Or that I wasn't enough.

Don't get weird, I said I'm not giving up.
But I can't help thinking these things.

[Aldon Huang]

*has been reassuring the wrong person lmao*

But
No! You're not not enough!
I mean you're enough!
I mean

I
always thought I wasn't enough...
But now you feel like you're not enough??

[Ryland Ren]

Yeah and I can see why you thought it because I was always breaking up with you
over really stupid shit, lbr

But you fell in love with a whole other person who couldn't be more different than me
And I don't know if that's worse or better
I mean, if you found a clone of me, that'd be weird

[Aldon Huang]

Gregg was unplanned. :(

I don't think I could date a clone of you cause
I could just date YOU

But it's not like I'm comparing you guys! You're equally important to me!
And Gregg and me, we don't have the kind of history you and I do and in some ways that's good but

...you've been part of my life longer too. I wouldn't be me without you

[Ryland Ren]

I know he was unplanned.
It's not like I think you went out and did it on purpose.

It just
It's a lot to take in.
I love you and you're important to me
and I don't doubt that I'm important to you too.

I'm really trying to understand. But I
it's not going to happen overnight, you know?

[Aldon Huang]

I know...
I can wait

I'm willing to work on it if you are. :)