Sharp edges have consequences

[Ryland Ren]

come on, we can't make a joke of everything, Ald

[Aldon Huang]

I don't think of us as a joke

I just
Miss silly Ry
And silly Ald

[Ryland Ren]

...
yeah me too
I miss you

I still love you
that's what makes it hard

[Aldon Huang]

I never stopped loving you

I love silly Ry
And hot cheese Ry
And sticky note Ry

It's hard waking up without you

[Ryland Ren]

But you have somebody to wake up with

that should make it easier

[Aldon Huang]

You'd think that wouldn't you?

But you
Your place
It only fits you

There's only one Ry-shaped place in my heart and you can't put a
A Gregg or anybody else into it

[Ryland Ren]

Then why are you trying to?

[Aldon Huang]

I'm not
That was never the plan

I'm not using him to replace you

You're you
There's only one you

[Ryland Ren]

There's only one you.
Well, kinda. I mean, there's Roe but that's just weird.

And I know that's what you say but I can't wrap my head around what you mean
How can you love two people?

[Aldon Huang]

Roe LOOKS like me but he's not ME

I dunno how to explain it Ry, and believe me, I've been trying to find a way to make you understand

Like
It's like
If somebody asked you to choose between your mom and dad, if you could have just one parent and the other one had to be out of your life forever

It's impossible to choose

They're both important but for different reasons. But it's not like
Having one makes you love the other one less, or they're gonna replace one another

Just
Having both makes your life more complete. And missing one makes it
Sucky

I don't think about you and Gregg like my mom and dad, just so you know. It's not weird like that, I'm just using it as an example

[Ryland Ren]

I KNOW that.
It was kind of a joke.

And I know you're trying to make me understand.
I think I DO understand.
But not everybody can do that kind of thing.
I mean, MOST people can't or
don't
And I don't
I can't

[Aldon Huang]

You don't have to
You don't have to be okay with it

I just want you to know how i feel

My life won't ever be complete without you
That's just how important you are to me

[Ryland Ren]

I wish I could, you know
It sucks that things turned out the way they did

[Aldon Huang]

It's not something you can force

And not something you think will happen to you until it does

Maybe some day
We might be silly again. You never know

[Ryland Ren]

I wish
I'm not sure though
I can't hold onto maybes

But I guess we're just rehashing old conversations