missing u

[Koda Oxendine]

I needed space. Not like I sprinted from you

[Steven Won]

I am giving you space that's why I want to text, It's not like I am making you talk to me in my sister's body if that didn't sound weird I am so at a loss of words.

My life is a mess and it started to come together when I met you I thought I knew what I wanted now I am lost again.

Can't we talk?

[Koda Oxendine]

About what?

Did you accidentally fall into his lips?

[Steven Won]

I would be lying if I said yes, and is it really going to make you feel better if I tell you how it happened?

[Koda Oxendine]

Maybe

[Steven Won]

Here it goes
My dad and "him" are friends so they work together all the time so we was eyeing me before we met and one day we gave each other the look and lips locked. then papa and Nic walked in the second time in the trailer. He didn't know I was with you we never talked it was just a kiss

Do you feel better or worse now?

[Koda Oxendine]

Worse

He sounds like a freaking creep, Stevey!

[Steven Won]

I give you what you want I I make it worse great I am a pos

I can see he is a creep and I can see I messed up I wanna make it better

[Koda Oxendine]

I wasn't trying to make you feel worse, babe... :(

[Steven Won]

I have nothing right now. Even my thoughts are against me. I thought you where the one person I could tell everything too.

[Koda Oxendine]

You can. I just didn't know it was like that.

Why didn't you say something sooner?

[Steven Won]

I'm sorry I never told you. I I just didn't know how to say it. We just got to the next step saying the big words. I didn't know how to tell you my mind is dark hand you are my only light

[Koda Oxendine]

I mean, it's serious.

I do wish you trusted me with it
but I mighta done something really stupid >.>

I still might

what a creep!

[Steven Won]

I don't even want to get up anymore I feel like there is nothing to live for I pushed everyone I loved away and for what? I don't even know now? I can't think right without you in my life.

What do you mean you would do something really stupid?!

Please don't I care too much for you to be doing stupid things that will maybe hurt you.

And he so is a creep he is as old as my dad WTF was he thinking? what was I thinking?

I love Koda you helped me become more me you're helping me figure this all out. I have been hiding more from you sadly but I was to tell you now! But you have to promise not to tell anyone okay?

[Koda Oxendine]

My lips are sealed. But I got my eyes on that perv for sure.

Don't be so down on yourself. I was hurt so I jumped to nasty conclusions. I'm really sorry, babe.