Ain't nothing but a mistake

[Reagan Ryang]

nothing felt like the RIGHT THING TO DO after that fight
I thought I lost you
you didn't trust me, I didn't trust you
what the fuck is even the point anymore

why I tried to pretend? because I love you and I just wanted it to be the way it was again

[Alva Ren]

It was one fight!
One fight and you were just going to give up on working it out between us?

Really, Rae?

[Reagan Ryang]

it was a BIG fight

[Alva Ren]

All the more reason to try and work things out

But obviously there was no point in that, was there? Not when you could go and sleep with Josh.

[Reagan Ryang]

Why do you keep bringing him up? I was just fucking DRUNK and it was a stupid one time thing!

(lies, lies, lies)

[Alva Ren]

I keep bringing him up because not everybody goes and sleeps with their best friend when they fight with their boyfriend of FIVE YEARS Reagan!

Not unless there's something there already!

And if you think being drunk and being stupid are excuses, you're kidding yourself

[Reagan Ryang]

I didn't think you were coming back

[Alva Ren]

...
That's even worse than drunk and stupid.

I don't know Rae
I don't know what to do with us after this

[Reagan Ryang]

I wanted to save us
I don't think I can
For what it's worth, I couldn't keep lying to you

[Alva Ren]

Not for lack of trying

*sigh*

I guess
We should take some time to reflect

Away from each other

[Reagan Ryang]

Alva
I'm sorry

[Alva Ren]

Yeah
I know

I'm sorry too Rae. I love you.

Please
don't do anything dumb okay?

[Reagan Ryang]

Too late for that.
I already did the stupidest thing I could

[Alva Ren]

Then there's nowhere to go but up

You know what I mean, dummy. Take care of yourself

Because I won't be there to do it anymore.

[Reagan Ryang]

Yeah

I love you too Alva

:(