Nothing to lose

[Liam Shin]

I can't keep doing this, I hate my life I have nothing to live for. I am so lost I have no will to live, to keep going you are the only thing that can make me happy. I thought I could be happy I thought I could live without you in it but I can't I need you Susu.

Please help me... before someone else has to die I just need a few moments of quiet in my head. it hurts so much pleases help me

Trash Bat Shimizu Susumu

[Shimizu Susumu]

What exactly are you asking for?

[Liam Shin]

I'm asking for you to make me better. cant you curse me to forget you or something?

[Shimizu Susumu]

Not me but somebody else could.

[Liam Shin]

Why not you? I don't want some weirdo doing it

[Shimizu Susumu]

Curses are tricky business, Li. You've already been cursed once. Why would you want me to do it again?

[Liam Shin]

Anything would be better than feeling this way

[Shimizu Susumu]

What happens if the two curses interact?

[Liam Shin]

well we can worry about that when the time comes

[Shimizu Susumu]

You're actually that desperate?

[Liam Shin]

I wouldn't be asking this from you if you hadn't ripped my heart out and stumped on it.

No one can ever take you place Susu

I can no longer love because of you. I am sorry I hurt you and cheated on you I am sorry for using. I promise if you take me back I won't ever hurt you like that again. Your the only one that has ever loved me and cared about me I am so lost without you. 

[Shimizu Susumu]

That wasn't my intention but I'm not sure I'm all that good for you. Weren't you getting clean?

[Liam Shin]

I am clean! But for what? not you, you don't care what I do. I am trying to live without you and I can't

[Shimizu Susumu]

See, this is what I mean. You're not even living your own life for yourself. You're doing it for me. :/

[Liam Shin]

My life is you, so without you, there is no living.

I can't look at another man without comparing them to you

Can we talk in person? Can you give me that?