Do you miss me, yet?

[Shimizu Susumu]

You don't need me. I know you think you do but there's got to be somebody better suited to you out there.

[Liam Shin]

I don't need you, I just want you

[Shimizu Susumu]

I know you do.

I just don't feel the same anymore.

But that doesn't mean I don't care what happens to you.

[Liam Shin]

Well since we throw, can't you just take the curse off?

I mean I told you I was doing much better you can even ask Silas.

I mean I get it I was a bad partner and boyfriend.

[Shimizu Susumu]

Why do you want me to do it so badly?

[Liam Shin]

I just don't like you having that power over me.

I am not going to kill myself

I told you I am better they have me on meds

[Shimizu Susumu]

I don't have any power over you. I'm protecting you.

[Liam Shin]

I don't get it why can't you just do it?

It's not that hard I just set me free and I will be out of your life.

[Shimizu Susumu]

Maybe I don't want you out of my life.

Why can't we still be friends and business partners? Why does everything have to hinge on the sex?

[Liam Shin]

I just thought you wanted nothing to do with me, Last time I asked to see you, you turned me down. 

I don't want you out of my life, reading that made me so happy Susu

Having you in my life as a friend is better than not at all. I am lost without you in my life.

So if you will take me back as a friend I will take it :D

[Shimizu Susumu]

It's good to know that you're happy.

Just know that I do want you in my life and I want you around. I just wasn't sure if you were mentally prepared for it.

[Liam Shin]

TBH I don't know how you put up with me that long.

Looking back at myself I can say I was fuckin loosin it

But this shit I am doing is not me, I can't take it much longer the shit they have us doing, we have to clean to mess hall and bathrooms

Can't you fuckin hire a janitor for that? I need action in my life, working at a book store is soooooo me

Once I am out will you take me back? you know, since you haven't hired anyone. I mean hell we know we can work together

[Shimizu Susumu]

Because I loved you.

I still do.

But I think we're both moving in different directions now. Sometimes the change is good for you. I hope it will be good for you too.

As for the menial tasks they've set you on, I imagine that's because they want you to value hard work and it keeps your mind occupied on more mundane things than the dark thoughts that sent you to the hospital.

I think if you feel you're in the right place again, I'd be glad to take you back on as a business partner. But don't be disappointed if we only remain friends and business partners.

[Liam Shin]

Those mundane things drive me fucking insane doing the same thing day in and day out with my thoughts will keep me in a dark place

Is that what they are doing to me? Driving me insane so I will never get out?

Don't they get it? It's my thoughts that drive me mad not the drugs, the drugs keep me feeling.

I am losing feeling the longer I am here I am forgetting who I was. Can't you come in and check me out?

btw I get it, we are not good as a couple. get it, got it, good