Do you miss me, yet?

[Liam Shin]

Hey, Susu I just wanted to let you know I am doing good. I haven't used since the hospital.

I am doing really good. I was hoping we could meet up soon. I feel Like I have so much to fill you in on.

I hope my replacement isn't sleeping in my bed, and if he is please don't tell me...

[Shimizu Susumu]

Good to know. But it wasn't just the using. Are you seeking help for the rest?

So far there is no replacement. I've been too busy with my work.

[Liam Shin]

I am on meds for the emo shit too :) and I haven't felt emo so yeah there is that and I haven't been seeing anyone not that you asked of  me I just you know, don't need it with the recovery shit

I meant business replacement, and it was a joke about how we ended up together, can't take a joke...

[Shimizu Susumu]

A relationship would probably slow it down. But it could also help, I suppose, depending on what kind of person it is.

I'm working alone at the moment.

Have you noticed the new group of hunters in town?

[Liam Shin]

Silas thinks I need to focus on me, so yeah

I haven't noticed them but I am hearing a lot, you have any run ins?

[Shimizu Susumu]

Yeah I think you need to as well.

I hunted one of them down. Haven't gotten him yet though.

[Liam Shin]

I hope you get him, I kinda miss the hunt

This normal life is killing me

[Shimizu Susumu]

That part does seem boring.

[Liam Shin]

I am not sure how much longer i can take it. I am so over it

I want out

I want to come home

[Shimizu Susumu]

How long are you supposed to continue?

[Liam Shin]

I think three weeks but when I get out I still have to do weekly meetings, something about cause I tried to kill myself

If they only knew you made it to where. I can't do that I would be free of this shit

[Shimizu Susumu]

I had to do it.

[Liam Shin]

Did you really have to? I mean do you care if I am alive?

It's not like we even talk anymore.

Do you still hate me?

[Shimizu Susumu]

I care if you're alive. That's why I did it. Do you think I did it to punish you? Do you really think that lowly of me?

I don't hate you. I never hated you. We just weren't working out anymore.

[Liam Shin]

It hurt that it wasn't working it hurt so much i wanted to die.

It sure feels like a punishment. Keep me alive but keep the one thing i want away. Do you know how hard it is for me?