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I'm a sucker for you

Started by Brayden Smith, Mar 09, 2020, 04:20 PM

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Let's call it a test run before the real thing :)

And if it doesn't go well, we can always switch to something else

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You always have a plan for everything, don't you?

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#92
Not everything, I just
Like to be prepared

I don't do spontaneous very well

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Believe me, I've noticed.

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...I'm sure there's a book for that too

I'll add it to my reading list

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You know, you don't need books to learn these things.
You have a boyfriend
Who knows all kinds of things

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Yes but

I don't want you to get frustrated with how slow I am and
There's so much I still have to learn to not be so
Me all the time

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I'm not in love with some other guy though.
I'm in love with you.

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I know that
I know and I'm crazy in love with you too Jack


It's just that you know when you're dating someone, you want to show all the best sides of yourself?
I feel like I've only shown you
The nerdy card game guy who doesn't drink and can't dance

And you
You blow me away just by
Existing

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You're not going to believe me when I say this, but
Brayden, that's how I feel about you.

I still feel like I don't deserve you sometimes.

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What? How can you say that?
You deserve everything after what you've been through

You deserve more
Sometimes I feel that I'm not good enough
Or that I can't keep up with you and I want to but I'm so
Me

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Haha... I told you.

But it's just a voice in our heads.
We deserve each other, you have nothing to prove to me.

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Yeah... yeah we do.

With all those other lives though, it's hard to not feel like we have a lot to live up to. But I guess that's the lack of confidence talking haha

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We don't even have to live up to any of that.
We're here and now, right?

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...right. We're living this life
Not those other lives

We didn't always make it in some of them, did we?
There were a few...

Why do you think our fates loop like this? Is there something deeper going on?