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I'm a sucker for you

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#30
Mar 10, 2020, 08:54 AM
Ah
I

No that's true you did walk in like you owned the school

I didn't think you'd even noticed me haha

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#31
Mar 10, 2020, 08:56 AM
That's because I didn't want you to.
Remember, I didn't want a relationship.
For obvious reasons that aren't a thing anymore.

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#32
Mar 10, 2020, 09:01 AM
I'm sorry you had to carry that with you for so long Jack

You're not having any more blackouts are you? The nightmares? Are they still bad?

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#33
Mar 10, 2020, 09:15 AM
No blackouts!

I'm not sure if I'll ever not have nightmares, it's kinda stuck with me.
But they're more bearable

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#34
Mar 10, 2020, 09:16 AM
I'm so sorry

If only I was stronger or if I knew more about closing off your dreams to him...

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#35
Mar 10, 2020, 09:24 AM
It's okay, B.
I think I'd be more worried if it didn't bother me, you know?

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#36
Mar 10, 2020, 09:31 AM
But you're suffering for someone else's actions.. It doesn't seem very fair to me.

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#37
Mar 10, 2020, 09:42 AM
No... it doesn't seem fair but what can we do about it? :(

Do you think he can still enter my dreams?
I don't know if I've properly shut him out or not, I don't know what I'm doing.

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#38
Mar 10, 2020, 09:49 AM
Do you think maybe
We can give their families some closure? Maybe it would ease the guilt if we could meet the families and talk to them... tell them enough to let them know that
Those young men will be avenged

I've been thinking about the dream thing
How he can dream walk like me

I think he could be one of my relatives, as weird as that is to say. Or at least part of my house in the fae kingdom.

And if I can find out more about him, I could maybe find a way to counter him. We won't know if he can still enter your dreams until he tries again but I don't want to wait for that to happen!

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#39
Mar 10, 2020, 07:41 PM
I... I don't know. Doesn't that feel like a bad idea? To go up to mourning and people and tell them the truth?
They probably won't even believe it. I know I wouldn't, in their place...

You can't be related to Keith. You two couldn't be ANY more different!

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#40
Mar 10, 2020, 08:24 PM
Is it better to be kept in the dark and not know who's responsible? We don't have to tell them all of it. Just enough to give thenn hope for justice being served.

We could be related by our powers.  It sounds like we share a number of similar powers. That can't be coincidence...

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#41
Mar 10, 2020, 08:26 PM
Well... no.

But...

I don't really...
I just want to leave it behind me.

And maybe you are, but do you really want to know that?

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#42
Mar 10, 2020, 08:30 PM
How will you leave it behind you when you keep having nightmares? That's what we're talking about here right? Getting to the root of them?

If he's part of my house
If he's related to me

It's my duty to stop him. I'm responsible for keeping him from hurting others.

    Jack Ripley

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#43
Mar 10, 2020, 08:43 PM
I don't know, B. I don't like it.

I don't like any of it.

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#44
Mar 10, 2020, 08:46 PM
I know Jack. I don't like it any more than you do but this

It's not going away on it's own. We'll have to deal with it eventually if any of us want to move on and have a chance at a normal life.

I want a family with you. I want what's in that vision to come true, but we can't have it with all of this hanging over our heads.
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