Somebody told me...

[Stefjan Auer]

It's not unresolved Lieve. It's resolved.
I'm going to never mention it again, and at least that way we'll still be friends.

If I tell him, I'm going to weird him the fuck out. It'll get awkward and I'll lose him forever.

[Lieve Averesch]

I'm not telling you to tell him. If you're sure he's straight and doesn't have feelings for you, you're right. You'll just make things weird. But you yourself have to face the feelings head on. I'm telling you, you can't just bury them. And if you find somebody else, make sure they're not just a substitute. Don't go out there looking for him in every guy you meet.

[Stefjan Auer]

I hate it when you go all
logical on me Lieve. I really do.

I know how I feel okay? I worked it out a long time ago, I just didn't want to put a name to it. That made it too real.
Well it's real now. Fuck me, I've like gone back to angsty teenager levels of hating life.

[Lieve Averesch]

I know you do. But somebody's gotta balance you out a little. ;)

No angsty life hating.
I heard you're having a little party. But maybe ditch that and come sneak into the club with us.

[Stefjan Auer]

Bah balance.

Also can't, I made plans with Ronan. You know him? Computer guy? Anyway we're gonna have a pre-party party, it's already been decided. He says he wants to see me with my shirt off. We both know what that means. ;)

Plus I don't wanna be the third wheel to your fabulous weekend plans with Gilbert~~

[Lieve Averesch]

You need it!

Ah, is this the belly button guy who likes to play games...?

Well, we're going to a CLUB. You would be mingling with all the pretties, too!

[Stefjan Auer]

I don't! I'm fine being unbalanced!

Yyeeaah... belly button guy who plays head games. If you'r ever in ANY doubt that I'm substituting other guys for him... This is proof that I'm not cause they could not be any more different dude.

And yeah I could be mingling with the pretties but
None of them would be prettier than you~~ ;333

[Lieve Averesch]

I imagine not. How many of those raiju guys do you think are around here?
Also, yes, that might be the case buuuuutt. What about me? And that didn't last.

Awww, you flatter me so.

[Stefjan Auer]

God I hope only ONE! One is enough! He's running circles around me!

...you... are not in the same class as anybody else. Not in a bad way! In a special way. But you see through my bullshit too easily... There'd be no mystery left between us to keep things exciting. Haha

Also we were together when we were like 16? 17? Definitely not the age to know what serious feelings are!

[Lieve Averesch]

Maybe he'll keep you busy long enough to help you find your way to a new love~
And yes, yes, I know. I'm so special.
Young and dumb. But that was only like 3 years ago...

[Stefjan Auer]

I don't gotta find a new love, you know. Love is trouble.

Also I've grown up considerably since 3 years ago.
...I've grown up SOME, at least! You can't tell me you were super serious in love with me either!

[Lieve Averesch]

So sad. I think love is worth the trouble.
I think I fall in love a little with everybody I've been with. It's just
Habit.

[Stefjan Auer]

Well
You have a lot of love to give I guess
That's a good thing, people feel closer to you

Me, I'm holding on to it. Idk for what but
Maybe one day it'll come in handy

[Lieve Averesch]

I hope it works for you. Sincerely.

[Stefjan Auer]

Thanks Lieve

...OKAY I've hit my quota of sappy feelings stuff for the year now I think